Well, today was our fourth day of zen. The two things we're trying to focus on is discipline and tolerance. We've gone out jogging 3/4 of the days, which is more than we think we probably should since we're so out of shape, so we'll tone it down to every other day and work up from there. Also, we put away all our dishes and only use one of each type of dish/utensil. We're also eating only rice, fruit, veggies, nuts, chicken, turkey, and some delicious miso soup. However, since we have a lot of left over food from before our zen life, we're eating that up at dinner, while spending the rest of the day on our new diet.
Finally, the hardest one of all is simply being tolerant of things that bug us. Whenever I feel annoyed, I try to take in a deep breath and just let it go. However, since we're in the financial crapper right now, that part's kind of hard. We're both applying to one place a day, looking for full time work anywhere, but, well, look at the economy. This is probably going to put my aspirations of illustrating on hold for now too. *sigh* But I also have to learn patience! I guess in a way, it's really best. Trying to make a living off of freelance was always impossible at this point in my life. I figured as much, and was just waiting for my easy ticket to run out eventually. And it has. And I think it's all for the best.
Keep drawing. Cat and I are pretty much in the same boat. We are always being way to vocal about things that annoy us, which leads to bad feelings all around. Moving has helped us drop a few pounds, and we are trying to eat better. You are not alone. Keep it up!
ReplyDeleteI love the look on the kid, it conveys his feelings perfectly! Great job! Also more insightful stuff. I think finding a way to be happy and/or having peace of mind, regardless of the circumstances, has got to be the creme de la creme of life. Kudos to you and Brian for your intentions and actions!
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